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I'm avoiding my homework, listening to music, typing this blog entry, and secretly dreading the first calculus test, which is tomorrow.

I've noticed a sort of trend lately. If my day starts out badly, then ends up being pretty good and vice versa. For example, I had this big verbal fight with my mother about how she constantly forces my family and I to do outlandish religious things, like the rosary and praying throughout the day and memorizing loads of prayers that I honestly don't want to do. Anyway, it was on the way to school and the rest of the day was pretty perfect. If my day starts out well, the day is generally bad.

Also, if I leave school in a happy mood, my family finds some way to completely ruin it, thus leaving the rest of the day to be a complete mess. If I leave school in a less-than-happy mood, I generally end getting a little happier by the time I'm at home.

It's generally the same with emotions. If I'm extremely happy for no apparent reason, I either a) show it or b) hide it and act as if I'm completely normal. If I'm extremely sad for no some ridiculous reason, I either a) act a little happy for no apparent reason, b) act like an actually normal person, c) act normally, or d) show it. I show the opposite of whatever I'm feeling. It's twisted weird,but for some reason it's almost involuntary.